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真的从来没想过我的一个决定会让我有得有失的。一切来得很突然, 像乌云满天的。。。

得到了我要找的未来，和好姐妹的感情也好很多了，跟同事的感情也好多了。。

可是，却因为这决定而失去另一断三年的友情， 也有可能被人在背后说我的坏话。

值得吗？

我可以大大声地说：很值得！不是因失去了三年友情，而是我很久都没因为一个决定而这么开心过了。那种发自内心的开心。

说我没想要这样的结果是骗人的。我要！很很高兴我的选择。 很期待一个新的人生的到来！ 我相信天也会放晴的！

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Been waiting to do a new spec for months cuz it’s been years since my last new spec… that was 2005… 5 years no new spec d .. imagine my spec still in good condition.. just that the power ran off bit.. the frame senget bit (cuz of Darren’s rough action.. I always kena him bully >.<) … the lens got lots of scratches… well.. basically..my spec is still in “good” condition

Went to check my eyes at my usual optical shop… power increase 25 for my right eye ( I think so.. lol)… so now I’m on 550: 575… hmm…

The optometrist said that I have a stressful eyes.. my blood vessels are pulling so hard to my retina and now my retina is no longer in round shape =___=|||| he sounded very serious… I forgot snap the pic of my eyes that day… shit! He snapped the pic of my retina in a special machine…

So I asked him what should I do? Will I go blind? He said.. rest more, sleep more, don’t over stress your eyes to much, don’t carry heavy things… the most important: don’t look at guys too much d… =___=||| My optometrist very funny one.. he’s been my family optometrist for years… I think got 18 years d… well.. that was the duration I moved to Penang…

Ok.. after all the sweet talk.. time to choose frame and lens…

Tada! This cost me RM 380! Frame from korea – RM 210 and lens from don’t-know-where – RM 180… this is middle thickness lens.. they got normal lens which is RM 100…thin a bit – RM 180 (which is like mine) and also the super thin lens which is RM 320…

My friend said I got conned…. suppose no need so ex one.. he said the cost price should be very cheap… =___=|| I also know la!!! He said he did one also around 200+… pour me cold water clever nia… ask him bring me to his friend’s place but he was too busy… =___=|||

Tried out my new spec… not really comfortable.. need to bring back to the optical shop for adjustment d…

Finally got the chance to try this famous Japanese food… last week I wanted to try it but it was closing time.. so I didn’t manage to eat it…

So… the past Saturday went to try it… also almost closing time… so.. ate till a bit rush.. lol…

Ordered 6 dishes… I can say the Chicken Katsu Don was very salty.. not nice … the salmon slices were quite thick.. not nice also… the seaweed on ebiko sushi was a bit too thick as well… the best of all is the Ma Por Tofu! lol…

oh oh! The miso soup also not bad la.. lol… not so salty compared to Azuma’s… got more ingredients inside compared to Sushi King’s and Sakae Sushi’s…

then the fried soft crab smells very nice cuz they fried with garlic.. niceee

In conclusion, overall the food not like what I’m expecting.. just that the food was served in a very fresh method.. made on demand… anyhow, Azuma is better! But the two definitely not up to par with Sushi Zenmai in One-Utama!

Pictures time:

#2: Chicken Katsu Don

#3: Don’t-know-what-roll-d

#4: Fried soft crab

#5: Ebiko Sushi

#6: Ma por tofu

#7: Salmon slice

>> I can have the salmon all by myself.. friend didn’t want to eat.. said scared of salmon d cuz been eating a lot >.< sai meng.. cis

Liddat also cost us RM 160… =__=||| That time dine-in @ Azuma with family also only RM 160 for 4 pax… >.<

Last dinner with sister before she departed back to her work… we went to Queensbay for dinner…

At first wanted to eat the newly opened Taiwanese food.. but seems need to wait… so we went to Dragon-I… also need to wait >.< then when we wanted to go back to the Taiwanese food, there was longer queue already!!!

Baby… as usual.. cheeky… run here and there… throwing tantrums when he couldn’t get what he wanted…

Sister ordered a noodle… thought it won’t be spicy so baby can eat… manatau it turned out to be spicy ones… so she gave bro-in-law’s fried rice to bb and also mom’s chicken soup noodle…

#1: Sis’s noodle:

#2: Signature dishes of Dragon-I – Xiao Long Bao:

>> Si pek delicious.. I like the hot gravy inside the skin.. you got to be very careful when you eat cuz if not, the hot gravy will burn your lips and also spill out… would be a waste

#3: My Sze Chuan ma la mian:

>> Not nice one…

#4: Bro-in-law’s fried rice

#5: Side dish 1: Fried crispy eel

>> So hard! Not nice also

#6: Side dish 2: roast duck

>> Not what sister want… very salty… I don’t like it either.. only bro-in-law likes it… so he finished them all

#7: Mom’s Chicken soup seafood noodle:

>> I like the soup.. tasted very delicious.. should order this on my next visit

Some cheeky pictures of Darren:

#8:

#9

>> Ask him smile he show me such face =___=|||

#10

>> He did it purposely! @_@

#11

>> Again.. ask him smile he show different facial expression d

#12

>> Darren’s bored look

#13

>> Daddy bullied Darren

#14: My latest picture with Mom:

Been experiencing some turbulence over the few months. Things weren’t moving like I’m expecting it would. Well.. I have been telling myself that I need to pray hard… yes I do! I woke up 6am every Sunday just to go for my weekly prayers at the usual Indian temple I went.

But… I don’t know whether it is God doesn’t hear my calls.. or he thought of another better route for me cuz the one I have chosen not the right one… he lead me to the other path of my life… a new start for me… yes, either HIS way or my way.. it will be a new start…

Now, I guess HE has shown HIS way and I have taken his guide to move on my life with it… will it be a smart choice?

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Will there be rainbows waiting for me as the end result? I hope it is… at least there is hope for me. Rather some disappointment before everything even started…

*sigh*… very nervous yet excited to start a new life… not that I’m not good in adapting myself. Just that… when you are used to what you have and what you do daily, you are scared of a change. And I guess I’m scared too!

Decision has been made and there is no turning back.. definitely! Harsh words have been blurted out and they have hurt the people around me.. not an apology word can replace the hurtful moment. Guess I have been too emotional when I speak out…

Anyway, let’s forget the unhappy moment. Just think of the happy ones. I’m counting down on the new change, my new life now. I should be happy of the decision I have made cuz I’m responsible on the decision of my life. Well… at least mom was happy and I’m happy that she is happy She is always the support of my life. For whatever I do, for whatever decision I have made, I will still follow what she want…. except… marrying someone of her choice and not mine! I know she always want the best for me. I’m like the gem of her life… except now got Darren to replace me d >.< This also reminds me of my conversation with her that day… I said she pampered Darren too much and she doesn’t even care for me anymore. She asked “You jealous a?” lol… ya.. I’m jealous over my own nephew or should I say my own child?

Nothing can buy the smile on my mom’s face… I’ll be good. I’ll be very good. Guess she won be worrying this and that with my this decision.

Stay tuned on me revealing my decision of life!

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Wanted to watch Alice in Wonderland this weekend one… but only 3D available…so.. wait next week for the 2D la… friend seems reluctant to watch the 3D one… I’m ok with anything.. so.. just wait next week…

Sis said this show is really funny one.. and I saw many reviews said the same thing… I believed it is very ridiculous one.. very mou lei tao… but… who cares? I just want a good laugh

well.. turned out that it was a damn stupid + funny show.. didn’t have exact story line.. but just funny… a lot of famous star acted in it… cute.

Still the whole cinema fulled with people… omg! It was supposed to be a Chinese New Year movie.. but now is March already.. still many people watching it… seems like Chinese really prone of watching funny chinese movie…

I would give it a B+… can go to watch this… just don’t expect there is a useful story line… just go there for the jokes..

Synopsis:

Past and present survival of the common man in the big city – ups and downs, laughters and tears…

In 1970s Hong Kong, rapacious landlords try to evict 72 tenants but sworn brothers Ha Kung (Eric Tsang) and Shek Kin (Jacky Cheung) help the group of 72 defeat the landlord (Lam Ka Tung) and landlady (Charmaine Sheh) and coincidentally rescue Pinky (Anita Yuen) from a planned forced marriage. When both sworn brothers fall for Pinky and propose to her, she flips a coin and Ha wins her hand in marriage.

The sworn brothers become sworn enemies and Shek’s hatred fuels intense rivalry against Ha in business dealings. Even after 40 years they continue to clash in Sai Yeung Choi Street, Mongkok, but when the street is hit by acid-attacks and rents raised to triple the cost, the 72 tenants unite and pledge to safeguard their home.

Against a background of fear and turmoil, with the old love triangle between Ha and Pinky and Shek still festering, the next generation of the Ha and Shek families embarks on their own heroic love affairs.

Source: RAM Entertainment Sdn. Bhd.

Just a stupid feeling I have now… so don’t continue reading this post if you don’t want to be seen as an idiot

A lot of times, what you wish is not what you get… and you cannot force your way to get what you want…

Like:

1. I want to be rich… obviously I can’t force my way to be rich right? A NO here.

2. I want to be slim… erm… can force my way la.. maybe can succeed.. but need determination…A PLUS

3. I want to have Robert Pattinson as my man.. obviously CANNOT oso ma! He is with Kristen Stewart now (According to the paparazzi ) A NO!

Anyway… what I want to say today is that… there is no boundaries in love. You can meet your loved one and fall for him/her just instantly… but no1 shall/could stop you from being with that person. Unless you/him/her don’t want it… right?

And definitely, if a relationship doesn’t work out… you also cannot force your way to be together.. things won’t back to normal and sure they will be more argument coming up…

AND if there isn’t any relationship at all, as in both of you are just friends… you have some feel… he/she might has some feel … but after sometime… things might change… You guys don’t hang out anymore… you are wondering why… there is no why… just get the hint and move on… why want to force to be with someone who doesn’t like you? who doesn’t appreciate you?

No one can force into a relationship… you can’t force someone to be with you.. you can’t force someone to marry you (unless you have billions and he/she has no reason to reject)… the most important, you can’t force someone to love you….

So.. don’t force people doing what they don’t want.

The end.

As usual, every year we will go Kek Lok Si during Chinese New Year… and the traffic got worse each year. I really wonder why.. cuz everyone wants to go up and see the Guan Yin stand? Normal days cannot go up one meh? Need to wait CNY? cis… but I think only CNY the lights open till late night… which is super pretty no matter you see it from far or near…

I’m able to get the nice side view of the Guan Yin stand from my house.. which  my house is blessed by the Guan Yin according to one Indian sami. lol… well.. I do hope that

Anyway, went up there with family on the last week before sis went back… lucky when we went up not that jam.. but when we went down.. the line was super long!! Gosh! Paiseh.. no time snap pic of the jam cuz I needed to take care baby… he was fighting for a seat with me in the car … lol…

Pictures time!

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#5:

>> Requested baby to smile.. he made his cheeky face.. >.<

#6:

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#8 & #9:

>> The lights were really really beautiful… sooo niceeeee

#10:

#11:

>> Made his cheeky face again >.<

#12:

>> Yay! Finally saw Darren’s father in action.. lol… he was giving Darren coins to put in the earn..

#13:

#14:

#15:

>> See he was soooo happy!

#16:

#17:

#18:

>> Bro-in-law and sister under the love tree… I name it as “love tree” cuz they chose that tree to snap pic

#19:

>> Last but not least… a happy family @ Kek Lok Si to mark the memorandum night Baby kept moving.. super hard to snap.. even morning already hard.. not to say at night..

Went home around 10pm… meet up friend for supper

Wonder why didn’t see me in any of the pictures? Cuz I’m super tired after work + with no make up on = super ugly… so I didn’t want to show my ugly face Anyway, I was busy being the photographer of my sis and baby that night.. my usual part-time job for my family 

p/s: All pictures taken by my Nikon D60 and Sony TX1… hehe… I know I’m not pro la.. snap not that nice.. but still ok right?

Meet up with family after work and dinner at Azuma Japanese Restaurant in Queensbay… supposed sister want to dine-in at Sushi King… then I don’t have the member card… thought Sher got bring her Azuma member card… then only realized she didn’t… but sister already went in.. so.. just dine-in there…

Didn’t snap pictures on the food… lol… too bad

Just humans….

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#4:

#5:

>> Darren’s happiest moment – Queensbay playground… He knows how to ask for coins d.. when last time we brought him there he dared not take the rides..

Well… didn’t snap bro-in-law’s pic.. lol… wait for my next post on Kek Lok Si then will be able to see bro-in-law’s face

Went back to Taiping on a day trip to pray ancestors… just a very short one.. didn’t even visit my relatives… just went back pray guan yim and grandfather then back home d…

We went to this place where they got very nice seafood porridge.. very nice one ler! Everytime we went Taiping sure went to eat this..

#1:

>> Da best seafood porridge/noodle!

#2:

>> erm… we didn’t really like this and it didn’t really taste very very nice… but bro-in-law will still order it every time we eat there.. lol…

#3:

>> This was also not very nice… not as nice as the Rojak that can be found in Penang!

#4:

>> I’m bored! Where is my food?

#5:

>> Yay! My plate, fork and spoon are here

#6:

>> U see my eye blueblack? cuz I knocked myself the night before..

Went home after lunch.. reached Penang around 3pm.. phew… so tired and so hot!!!