Just a sad thought
The reason trigger me to write this blog because of the visiting of my best friend’s mom in Gleneagles Medical Centre, Penang. She was admitted into the hospital last two weeks for stomach ache. She was certified as colon cancer patient. Luckily it is only stage two and there is still a very high hope for her. Really wish her get well soon. FYI, she is a very nice auntie… sweet… positive…cheerful person..
Anyway, it makes me think a lot yesterday night…
Its been 17 years since I last seen you… that was suppose to be a good morning for me… but when the phone rang and mom broke down… everything seems to come to an end for me.
Life has changed so drastic for us. Moving out from the house that you have just bought to a big town and stayed with people that I’m not familiar with is so cruel to us.
This has been the biggest challenge in my life. I have seen people done things for money, the so call relatives treat you nice just if you have cash in your pocket… everything is so real to me… all is about money. The “No money no talk” terms came so close to me.
17 years of such life does not give me a happy child hood. I have to see human true colours since young… and it came from my relatives itself. I can’t forget the hatred in my heart…I can’t even let it go… it is still so strong in me…
Well… I’m sorry to say that I really find an excuse to forgive your mother, sisters, brothers which treated us so badly… I hope you can understand… for you leaving us so sudden… it is really hard for me to accept it….
*sigh*…You have been so close to me… the thought of losing you is haunting me… and its been with me for the past 17 years…*sigh*… Bet no one will want to talk about this… after it is over for so many years…
I miss u dearly, Daddy….
I’ll be fine…every time will be very emo whenever I think of this… *sad sad*….funny thing is…. I cant remember the time I have with him anymore… the picture is so blur already… *sigh*
Life is short… appreciate what you have and strike for the best…. I always enjoy myself to the fullest cuz I don’t know what will happen in the coming future… and what I will be losing again… *sigh*….
Just a sad thought for today………
11 comments
Gal, don’t be sad anymore ok? I understand how you feel. Things will be better for you.
Guai ya, gal. *hugss* mai sad d.
Dun be sad =)
Live will still goes on no matter what happen.
Hahah XD what to do when life goes like this? Just don’t be too sad, and keep on live your way ahead. Be happy or sad is for you to choose. =)
Wish your aunty recover soon. Let her be positive always and the sickness will get off =)
Gambateh!
Good lucks to your aunty , may she recover soon.
Hey dun be sad. Life goes on…Be strong ! Hope everything will turn out for the better for you
@SY, @marccus, @Teh: Thanks… just take it as my sudden break down…lol…I’ll be fine… thanks ha
take it easy~
life is like that. but every challenge u face will makes u a stronger person..
try to think positively, u shud be proud of urself, at least u have come this far, for the passed 17 years! i’m sure u can do it for the days to come!!
-xoxo-
@Hayley yap…thanks…hehe… of cuz I have came this far…. ah bo u oso won’t be seeing me already… lol…. xoxo
Ivy, welcome
I’m sure your best friend’s mom will be alright soon. And for you, my blessing is always with you.
@SY: Other than thank you…I don’t know what to say…thanks fren
Dare to hate and dare to love
@EinsamSoldat dunO what u toking
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