Life in 2010

I know I have been MIA (Missing-In-Action) for so long… not in the mood of posting blog… cuz I have got 2 blogs that need to PS (photoshop) lots of photos.. lol… lazy..

Hmm… this is just my thought after spending my first 19 days in 2010.

Wasn’t in very good mood since 2010 started… missing Missy very much. Hope she is doing fine where ever she is right now. Tho we still chat online, talk crap, but it is different compared to talking to her face-to-face. *sigh*

Then another best friend… had a quarrel with her on 2009… things should have been resolved by now.. but.. the sense of closeness isn’t there anymore… last time when in UNI, she was in Penang and I was in KL… we still talked a lot… but now.. both of us are in Penang … our houses are just within driving distance.. so close yet the feeling are drifted so far apart.. *sigh*… Yes I understand when you break a glass and you try to fix it… no matter how good you fix it.. the scar is still there… *sigh*… Think of it also makes my eyes fill with tears…. :’( Tho we still chat, meet up once in awhile.. but… the feeling is different. I felt she doesn’t tell me things anymore. *sigh* Am I thinking too much again? Aiks…

Work… as usual.. I won’t blog much about my work… I can just *sigh*

Is 2010 a good year for me? I really hope so. I do hope what I want can be achieved. I do hope what I don’t want can stay far far away from me. I didn’t set my new year resolution cuz I know I will forget it right after the blog is posted… what is the point of making a new year resolution when you will never put it in mind? I bet everyone does the same.. but no one really sticks to it.

For what ever I have missed or done wrong in 2009, I will make it right this time. Don’t want to waste my time. I don’t have much time anyway. Life is short to just simply waste it!

I have only one wish in 2010. Really sincerely hope that my dream will come true. I have been praying very hard and really hope for the best. Just hope that I can fulfill my dream.

Sounded a sad post.. hmm… need to cut my negative all away.. Cheers mate!

May everyone have a good start in 2010! Cheers!