Updates: All the 4 tupperwares have been given out.. lol..

Got a sweet surprise before CNY… it was a package from Citylink.. but no one was home to pick up the parcel.. so they sent a card.. I have asked sister to pick up for me before CNY.. but she kept delaying it… cis…

She picked it up after CNY… it was a really sweet surprise cuz I have never thought of winning this.. lol.. I also forgotten when I entered the contest.. lol…

When sis got it.. she told me she wanted to have one for baby… =__=|| ok la… I also not going to use it.. lol…

Tada!

In the letter, it said that I got the consolation prize. lol… actually I joined the contest of Eco Tupperware… just write a simple slogan.. lol.. never thought so easy one…

Anyway, baby chosen the Chocolate water tumbler – Lion… I left with 3 water tumbler .. don’t know what to do with it. Hmm……Reserve the green one for friend.

Anyone wants? Le me know

Image source: http://2.bp.blogspot.com

Watched this on Sunday… suppose watch 4:545pm show.. but friend last minutes cannot make it.. so need to delay it.. tickets bought day before d.. wasted.. such a wast!!!

Anyway.. rush for 7pm show.. have to take middle seats cuz I reserved it online… but clever friend don’t like middle seats… purposely took people seats =___=||| need to change the seats twice… damn… si pek no face .. arghh!

well… the show… quite nicee… better than “Little Big Soldier”… hehehe… cuz Donnie Yen so yeng inside…at least he got fight…

But

I don’t like Wu Chun and Choi Zhi Shan inside this show.. ming ming cannot fight one.. but with computer effect they seems to be very good in fighting… soooooo fake =__=|||

Storyline quite good… at least not a disappointing show..

Should watch this! Thumbs up!

Synopsis:

During the Ming Dynasty, the Emperor of China possessed one weapon greater than all others, the Imperial Guards, an elite force of assassins recruited from street orphans. Trained in clandestine combat from childhood, the Imperial Guards were masters of the 14 Blades, eight being for torture, five for killing, and the last blade reserved for suicide when a mission failed. Above the law, with a license to kill, the Imperial Guards devoted their lives and lethal prowess to the service of the Emperor alone.

When the Imperial Court is taken over by evil eunuch Jia, the best of the Imperial Guards, Green Dragon (Yen) and Xuanwu, are assigned to steal a list identifying those still loyal to the Emperor. However unbeknownst to Green Dragon, the Imperial Guards have fallen under the control of Jia, and during the mission Green Dragon is betrayed by Xuanwu and barely escapes with his life. Now as the most wanted man in the land Green Dragon must seek out and rally the loyalists to rise against Jia and restore the Emperor to power. In his way are the deadliest assassins in the land, his former brethren, the Imperial Guards.

Source: RAM Entertainment Sdn. Bhd.

Image source: http://2.bp.blogspot.com

This was indeed a very funny movie… heard from friend that just so so only… but since got Jackie Chan and Wang Lee Hom.. so.. just watch it la…

Another reason choose this show also because there isn’t any seats available for 14 blades.. well.. wanted to watch it on Saturday night.. but since no place and the places left is the front row.. I don’t want to sprain my neck.. so.. just watch Jackie Chan’s movie…

Turned out Jackie Chan didn’t really show his kungfu… the one cannot fight acted like really geng in the movie.. which is Lee Hom la… wah! He was the general =___=|||

Overall the movie quite funny.. a lot of funny parts.. probably can watch it…

But… Jackie Chan died till the end =___=||| Why hero has to die ler? but he is just a foot soldier in this movie

Synopsis:

A foot soldier and a general from rival states became the sole survivors of a war. As they’re pursued by the general’s brother who would kill anyone for the throne, the soldier also struggled if he should betray the general for the ticket home.

Source: Golden Screen Cinemas Sdn. Bhd.

Lots to prepare before Chinese New Year as usual… however, this year I need to work half day on Saturday… and since all of us support from home… I requested a different shift from my manager.. lol.. need to rush for last minutes CNY which is….

hair treatment for a shiny and healthy hair before Chinese New Year and also my touch up for nails.. lol..

My hair looks like this now:

>> Can’t really see the red colour.. lol…it is actually red base and high-lite… and I don’t feel it is really shinning.. but mom said yes my hair do looks skinnier… ok.. felt better now after spent RM 84 for the “I’ll shine” treatment.. =D

My sexy nails.. mom said too sharp d.. but I like it cuz it is sharp enough.. don’t want the usual soft colour.. lol…

>> Well… the cost of my manicure & pedicure is RM 85… touch up for my is FOC! So happy that it is FOC… lol…. =D anyway… my fingers and toes are soooooo dry so just look at my colour enough ya? I really like the colour… so niceeee

Got myself a few Chinese New Year clothes & accessories:

1. Forever 21 tops – RM 90

>> Image source from Forever21.com – Jewel Accent Feather Top

2. Forever 21 Sweater – RM 109

>> Can’t find it from their website. have to snap the pic myself

3. Gap jeans – RM 259

>> Image Source from Gap.com – Real Straight Jeans (Dark Wash)

3. My high heels from Step – RM 72 after discount

>> Nice.. finally found one shoe that really fits me.. there is one phrase which I feel is very true.. “Good shoe is hard to find like a good bf”.. lol….

4. Misc tops I got from KL:

>> Most I got it from F.O.S and the Elle tops is discounted one. lol…missed out one white colour tops.. lasy ps it d..

5. Bottoms I got from Elle & F.O.S as well… can’t remember the price thou .. lol…

6. Misc accessories … some I got it from night market.. some from Parkson Gurney…

>> This is the one I love most is also the most expensive .. cost me RM 39 for one bracelet =___=||| Got it from Island Shop from Parkson Gurney

7. Spent around RM 220 for my inner wear… which cost a big hole in my pocket… the most expensive I have ever spent for my inner wear… >.< But no pic for you all

8. Fila sport shoe I got from DFO Spencer Melbourne, Australia when I was on my holiday there last September 09 – RM 180

>> I found the shoe lace very long.. don’t really like it…might cut it shorter.. lol…

9. My new Billabong handbag I got from Perth last year.. should be less than RM 60.. forgot already.. lol…damn cheap … if I get it from here sure > RM 100 d…

>> A good match with my heels… cool!

Advice to everyone, better get your new clothes few months earlier cuz you can’t find any suitable ones when it is near Chinese New Year. I wanted to find one extra tops and short pants also couldn’t … actually saw one short pants from Element.. Rm 79… but no more size… sad…. but good also.. save my money.. cuz I really got a super big hole in my pocket d… sad…. *cry*

Anyway… I’m so happy now…. cuz I got a new toy to play with – SONY TX1 in Silver colour!!!! I love the small size of this compact camera… and also it’s leather white pouch… damn cool! Now I don’t have to worry not able to bring my big bulky Nikon D60 out already… this is definitely not a replacement for D60… but.. it comes in handy when I’m out with my girly attire

Happy happy…

Updates on my unhappy mood: I have to forget about it.. start everything from zero now.. got to be more hardworking.. it is a brand new year… got to wish for the best and fight for my dreams!

P/S: Another happy news….  my best friend coming to find me during this CNY… purposely fly over..hahah… miss her soo much!!! Will have updates on that soon.. cuz she won’t be here till end of Feb 2010.. lol!

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine to everyone!

This just another pictureless + long blog… don’t continue reading if you can’t stand reading essay

It has been a while since I last updated my blog.. again!!! OMG! I have nothing to update for 1 week… *sigh*.. well.. I do.. just that there are so many things I can’t just blog it out. When we grow older, we can’t just utter irresponsible words and be blunt  whenever we want, when we want. There are consequences of doing so. I’m not saying that it will hurt others’ feelings cuz it is all mainly about me… but is more like creating rumours/gossips/bring more trouble to me than solutions. *sigh* so.. better keep my mouth sealed…

Been super emo this few weeks.. Chinese New Year is around the corner.. sister is coming back tomorrow… done with my new hair style, fingernails… but all these didn’t cheer me up.. cuz emotionally I’m distracted. I’m waiting for just one good news. One great news to kick start my year 2010. It is so intensed that I have dreams everyday, every night, every time I close my eyes to rest/nap/sleep. Yes, I’m in depression. Serious one. For those who are close to me, they know what happened to me. But I doubt they know things have been so serious in me. Well.. so serious till I can’t sleep. Yes I do sleep. But I couldn’t have the feeling that I have ever slept at all. Just feel tiredness in me. =___=||| How I wish I could have one dreamless night? How I wish I could have one good news now? It is just a small request. But… I still haven’t received it.

Things aren’t going pretty well for me… well… not in my thought… I do want to have positive thinking.. but.. there is really nothing to cheer me up. Even my stupid new Citibank AirAsia credit card betrayed me! I applied it last month.. supposed to reach me by now. I called Citibank.. they gave me a tracking code. Called Pos Laju.. they said it was a wrong address. >.< WTF!!! I even got the pin number already. How could the address be wrong? WTF!!! Damn it! Pissed… already in bad mood.. this makes it worse.

Then… just got to know sister’s friend got into marriage dilemma. Both husband and wife quarrel.. now till the stage of divorcing. *sigh* Both also have equal responsibility on this. I wouldn’t side either one cuz sure both did/said something wrong which led to someone asking for a divorce. However, for me, I would only comment this. Marriage is not for you to play around. Both of you have known each other for so long before you two decided to step on the aisle and proceed for the next level of your life. Then you want a baby. Fine. But after having baby, sure life wouldn’t get easier. You will have to face more things. Like financially you will need more money for the 3 of you. Transportation, accommodation, food, etc. All involve money. Then for sure there will be quarrel. Well.. everyone knows about this. This is how you deal with it. If you can’t, then don’t even think of getting married/having a baby. It is a HUGEEEEE responsibility where not many people can take it. I couldn’t. At least not for now. I’m not ready to step into a marriage when I couldn’t even take care myself. Yes, unless I marry a super duper rich guy. That will be different story. But then, I will be worrying that he will cheat on me. That is another story. So forget about it.

What I’m trying to say is… if you are not ready, don’t commit. Don’t because everyone is doing it, and you just do it. Not because everyone has their partners/married, and you want a partner/wife/husband. Is not like this. It shouldn’t be like this. Love is so pure. Marriage as well. Even giving birth. There is so much courage needed to be in love, get married, giving birth. If you just think you want what others have, stop it. Stop what you are doing now cuz you are going to hurt yourself and others. If you are so selfish, then go F**K yourself. Don’t mess with people around you. They don’t deserve to be hurt cuz of you being an asshole.

Anyway, I do hope people can be more responsible on their life and their decision. Cuz once you are married, you have kids, then divorce will leave a mark in your kids’ hearts. You might be able to take it.. but not them. Yes, say me conservative. But I do feel that when you vow to love each other in front of the priest/God/guardian/witness, you shall mean what you have said. Don’t take marriage as a game.

Opps.. kinda on fire now.. sorry.. bit emo..supposed to talk about marriage then combine with another issue.. lol…

Repeatedly watch a HK series… cuz I watched first.. then when mom is now watching it.. I also watch with her.. lol.. inside the series, there was a quote “Out of difficulties, makes miracles”.. will there really be miracles after all the hardwork done? Will there even be one? I wish someone can tell. At least some good news. But.. with the time passing by… I feel the chances of miracles happening is becoming lesser and lesser.

I just need a reason to be happy. And it must be “that” reason. *sigh*

P/S: I just coloured and high lite my hair. Choosen the effect similiar to #1. Just that my base colour is dark red. Love it! Love the technique the stylist used for my high lite… =D

Felt like posting a mandarin blog. For those who don’t understand, please translate it yourself

I’m not english ed person. In fact I studied at least 13 yrs of mandarin. But my mandarin still sucks. pardon me. I really couldn’t understand the quotes, whatever old chinese language’s meaning.. I’m so damn lucky to have my mandarin pass in my high school government exams – SPM aka Sijil Pengajian Tinggi.

Ok. Cut the english crap.. start my mandarin crap now…

我很不开心。很不甘心。很讨厌自己。为何我不能做我想做的事？为何付出的成果， 却得不到我想要的回报？难道我所做的不够吗？我该再努力一点吗？

难道上天就不能眷顾我的付出呢？难道奇迹就不回发生在我的身上吗？为何就那么难呢？

很讨厌两头不到岸的感觉。。很讨厌无助的感觉。。。和讨厌没人明白的感觉。。。

非常。十分。的。讨厌我自己！

如果可以结束我的生命，不必再那么烦。可是，如果我有勇气结束她，为何我没勇气活得更好？我想一定很多人会这样劝我。

很无助。真的很累了。不想再想了。：（

Alright… done for my one and only mandarin post… really too emo d… :’(