Posts from — March 2010

Actually I drafted one post on this… but I felt that the content wasn’t what I’m looking for… so I deleted it… then my colleague asked me about my birthday wish list… he said I last year also got post one…

So…. here is the post on my birthday wish list…

I …. don’t have anything of I want in mind now… need to crack my head to think … this is to ease my friends who are going to get me my gift… lol… I do this for u all ya… so appreciate it… better get things I want for me…

Well… last year my best friend brought me to choose my gift… felt so weird… lol… but… that’s how best friend does right? cuz we are cool with it d

Anyway…. after cracking my head to think of what I want… here is the few choices… pictures are for illustration only… cuz some I can’t find the exact picture…. lol…

1. Esprit belt:

>> Full image: http://www.esprit.co.uk/?LKZ=MY&mc=promotion.comefrom.esprit.com

>> Well… the one I want not this… the one I want is on sale in Esprit Store now… it’s very soft belt type… I got one Billabong’s leather belt… after wore it a few times, it started to wear out… I wonder I wear it a few time more will the belt broke off or not… sad… I really like that belt one such a waste cuz only the buckle part wore out only.. the rest still in good condition

2. Manicure & pedicure & facial course?

>> Gosh I love to pamper myself But.. this one do not give any remembrance in future …

3. A laptop or mini notebook

>> Hmm…. cannot ask this as my birthday gift cuz way too expensive d… so… I need to save money to get one

4. bling deco for my gadget – Camera/hp/iTouch:

>> The fans page: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2908958&id=92109491598&ref=mf

>> I like the bear bear most… so cute!!

>> This design cost USD 75 >.< Wonder how much it will cost if done by Penang people … lol… Anyone know anyone who can do such design? Quote me the best price!

5. A short & budget holiday trip with my loved ones

>> Well… may it local or oversea.. so long can be with my loved ones the destination is not the main concern… lol… but.. if can choose… I definitely want to name a few: Genting Highland, Cameron Highland, Bali, Hatyai, Langkawi, ….

>> Ahem… really si pek budget….. Beggars can’t be choosy isn’t it? This is what I call short trip ma… a longer trip will be: Year end I want to go Hong Kong!

6. A whole fridge of Haagen Dazs Ice-Cream that can last me 1 month

>> Image: http://upload.wikimedia.org

>> My favourite!!! Fat ka si … so after I have this 1 month stock… I’m gona waste money take up slimming course d… lol…

7. Slimming course to get Jessica Alba’s body

>> Image: http://www.kiwiblog.co.nz

>> even I’m a girl I also jealous with her body.. yummilicious!

>> Ahem… I felt that I’m fat fat d… so need to go on slimming course… but the man said I siao… am I? said he oso dun mind… but I mind ma… wait I become fat lady then he will have excuse don want me d… well… a guy don’t need excuse to turn his back on his girl… see Tiger Woods & Ashley Cole … their wife are perfect… yet they still cheated on their wife…

>> opps… I’ve gone too far… the man sure is gona kill me when he sees this

8. Last but not least – CASH!!!!

>> Image: http://reuters.socialpicks.com

>> Lots of it please… best in USD! .. so I can go buy what I want… I want to buy Victoria Secret stuff + Bath and Body works from US!!! … that’s why I’m asking for cash… I can keep these cash for future use also… lol…

Ok.. finally settle with this post… lol… this post really mainly for my friends cuz Mom normally will give me red packets… unless she kena lottery la… lol… and she won’t be reading my blog cuz she doesn’t know how to use internet yet!

As for sis… I already got my gift from her in advance..lol… 70% of my new portable HDD…

As for the man… he gets me anything I also very happy one..so long he treats me well…  lol… so… all these do not apply to him

Cheers mate! Counting down to my birthday on 3rd May… is 1 month plus to go

突然有感触。。。想把这blog出来。只是人生的感触。。。

人生是很奇妙的。上天给你一个活下来的机会就有它的原因。不要质问它为何。没有原因的。你上天的时间还没到。

人都会选择容易走的路。谁不想呢？谁不想走上一条丰衣足食的路呢？谁不想一炮冲天呢？可是可以吗？有些人做到了。但也是要费一番努力。上天不会给你不劳而获的机会。因为不劳而获是不存在的。只有费一番努力得来的才是最值得开心的。

有哪些人的路会好走的？没有一条路是容易走的。是看你要要什么。你要求的越少，路就更容易走。对自己的要求多了，路就比较难走了。可是你还是要走下去。 因为这时你选择的。

跌倒了就爬起来。会有几难？对，一无所有的心情是很难受。可是更难受的是失去了人生的斗志，人生的目标。

人有几多个20岁？30岁？40岁？没有。你只有一个20岁。错过了就要在30岁之前恶补。希望能把自己的人生变得更精彩。那才活得更有意识！

谁不想出去走街可以不用看价钱来买东西？该花的就花。不改的就把多余的钱存起来。Bill Gates是世上第二富豪。他是白手起家的。他也没随随便便花他辛辛苦苦赚来的钱。他明白钱对他的重要性。没有一个有白手起家的钱人会把钱当作水来花的。一路走来的太难了。他们也失败过，跌倒过。可是他们没放弃自己。失败了就从新来过。难，当然难。跌倒了再爬起来的路哪会容易？可是往往很多人就在这时放弃了。放弃了自己，放弃了家人，放弃了所有一切。

没有几个跌倒了还爬得起来的人。可是当他们真的爬起来时，就是老天对他们网开一面的时候。走得出老天给你的考验，就是你的人生的开始。一切都会变得美好了。

害你的人会得到他们的报应。只要做好自己的本分，活得比他们好就是对他们最好的报仇！这个胜过对他们做什么人身攻击的。

你要做哪种人呢？遇到辍折就放弃的？还是勇敢面对你的人生的？决定权在你手中。路是你自己选的。好坏你要自己面对。身边会有支持你的朋友和家人。

放弃自己，还是给自己一个机会，就看你了。

Image source: http://www.gscmovies.com.my

I wanted to watch “Remember Me” by Robert Pattinson.. but scared my man fell asleep.. and he said he wanted to watch this show after he saw the trailer on TV.. he said he likes to watch funny show… so that he can have a good laugh…

So here we go!

Went to watch this on the first week of screening…I would say… this is another stupid show by Ronald Cheng… normally his movies were very mou lei tao one.. but at the same time also very funny….

Turned out this show was really really freaking stupid… lol…. the combination of the actors and actress were damn funny… lots of big name actors were in this show…

I have a good laugh…hope that the laugh can wash away all my worries

Recommended to watch this if you want a good laugh

Synopsis:

Once upon a time, in a heavenly world of magic and wonder… Rose, like many young fairies, is obsessed with the exploits of the legendary Purple Cloud. She steals the Heavenly Sword and travels to the modern day world of mortals in search of her one true love. Here, she meets Qing Yise, a young thief who sees a tidy profit in Rose’s enchanted weapon. Mistaking Yise’s interest for a sign that he is “the one”, Rose becomes infatuated with the charismatic swindler. Horrified by the depths of Rose’s affections, Yise attempts to flee… only to be apprehended by the local police.

As Rose and Yise band together to resist their captors, Yise uncovers a magical artifact: the Pandora’s Box. Opening the box he is instantly transported a thousand years into the past and begins an incredible journey that is filled with fantasies, traveling through a Chinese Odyssey, Red Cliff, Kung Fu Hustle, Painted Skin, Kung Fu Panda, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, and even The Matrix.

Source: Golden Screen Cinemas Sdn. Bhd.

Official updates on a new chapter of my life

For people who knows about me will know that I have made planning for a major changes for months on a totally different leap in my carrier after I back from my Australia trip in 2009… well… just to let you guys know, it is not going to happen.

Yes, I’M NOT MOVING THERE ALREADY! (Which is my initial plan )

I still miss Australia very very much.. miss the weather.. miss the places… miss the country.. miss everything about Australia… I know I will have the chance to go back there again… I’m sure I will make it back there one day

Probably to some people it is a waste to throw away my dreams… I know.. but I choose to settle down and there will be no regret… erm.. unless I was proven my decision to settle down is a wrong choice.. else I will never regret for making such decision to settle down here…

I’m really sorry to my best friend that I let her down… we made the planning together and we shared the same dream… but cuz of my own selfishness, I have given up everything…

What I really want to see is that she continues with her own dream and planning, even without me. It hurts me so much to see everything was gone in a blink of eyes. It is all my fault. Yet there is no turning back for me anymore… not at all already… I’m so sorry.. Please proceed with your dreams and show me you can really make it.. live your life as excited as you wish it will be.. may God be with you all the time. You will always have my blessing no matter what. Love ya, babe!

To my best friends that really know me well, I thank you for giving such a great mental support to me all this while..whether I decided to move to some stranger country which is a new challenge to me or when I decided to settle down in Penang… You know you meant a lot to me…. I always scared that the incident few years back will break our friendship into pieces.. but it turns out my decision to stay down actually make us closer like before… I’m glad I have you back as the true sisters we used to be.. From the years of knowing you, I know you want nothing but to see me happy…thanks babe, I love you always!

To my family: mom and sister, I know the decision I have made shocked you both.. but please trust me.. I know what I’m doing… besides, mom always want me to settle down in Penang… unless I can find a job in the country I’m going… Happy ending isn’t it?

You guys will see the change in me… I might change to a person you don’t know at all… someone who is soooo happy with her life now… sooooo in love!

Ahem… main point is, I’m not going to proceed my oversea dreams… I always wanted to go… but I never know it is so hard till I tried it.. and now I’m not giving up because of the hard work I have gone through.. its just that I have found a reason for me to stay in Penang… A reason that I couldn’t resist… A reason of life that I have made… A happy ending reason as well…

And Thanks to You I found the reason… I never regret the choice I have made to give up my dreams… Besides, I know that I can always travel to different parts of the world with you.. Paris, Japan, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Australia, New Zealand, Venice, Switzerland, UK, etc..

Yes, I’m with someone now and he is the reason I’m staying… 

Suddenly it crossed my mind to blog about daddy… it’s been years since I talk about him openly… well.. I do blogged about him here but not that direct…

So… lets make an official post for daddy… Mom reminded me that I need to go pray dad d… on Chinese Calendar April… cuz is Tomb Sweeping Day again…

>> My daddy handsome or not ?

Thought of daddy now…

The images of daddy were somehow blur in my mind now already… it’s been 18 years… not a long time… but not a short period as well… btw, I don’t have a very good memory on things… so… I can’t remember well…

Anyway, in my mind, daddy always the one pampered me most… what I want will always be fulfilled by him… to me… he is the perfect dad… but I can’t really remember much of him cuz I only have 10 years memory with him…

To me… daddy was the best man ever… he loved me… took care of me… pampered me so much that it makes sister jealous He was a very tall man.. handsome I would say.. with a built up body.. that is also why mom fell for him.. lol… he was a very funny man… know sweet talks to mom.. another reason mom fell for daddy…

He cared for his friends very much as well… he was a fish lover… we used to have a big fish tank at home…he was good in almost everything… from car, machine, furniture to every tiny items at home… he build his own computer table out of metals… we still kept that table till today… it was used as our dining table (put our water tumbler, milo, cups, bread, misc items.. ) … he was a very good driver with excellent driving skills…which he used to complaint bout mom’s driving skills sucks … lol..

So much of good memories when I thought of him… really miss him a lot… and when it comes to this stage…naturally my tears started to appear in my eyes … *sigh*…

I always wonder… how my life is going to be if daddy was still here? How will my family ended up? History will be changed forever……. we won’t be moving to Penang and everything happened here will not be in place at all… I won’t be meeting all of my friends ….

Well… I never plan to look back on my past… I know it was a past… a past only to remember it in heart…

I just wish to hold you tightly in my heart for you are the strength to my survival…

I love you and will always miss you daddy

Finally.. last but not least.. the one and only family picture we have until today:

>> Omfg! I was so tiny back then I believed I were 8 or 9 years old

Image source: http://moviecarpet.com & http://indyposted.com

There are few version of posters for Alice In Wonderland’s movie… and I found the make up for Johnny Depp is really really amazing! He is sooo good in masking himself up… cool!

Anyway, I watched this in 2D… like I said in last post… friend don’t really prefer 3D… so.. didn’t watch in 3D….

The graphic was amazing! Damn cool la! So lively…. it is really nice to watch this kiddie show in adult feel… lol…

Story wise…. erm… not much to be impressed… kinda boring actually…. just go there see the graphic only… lol.. this movie not really up to anyone’s expectation…

Want to watch or not? Up to you… I would say I go for the colorful graphic only 

Synopsis: 17-year-old Alice (Mia Wasikowska) attends a party at a Victorian estate only to find she is about to be proposed to in front of hundreds of snooty society types. She runs off, following the White Rabbit (Michael Sheen) into a hole and ends up in Wonderland, a place she visited in a similar manner 10 years before, yet doesn’t remember. Wonderland was a peaceful kingdom until the Red Queen (Helena Bonham Carter) overthrew her sister, the White Queen (Anne Hathaway). The creatures of Wonderland, such as the Cheshire Cat (Stephen Fry), Tweedledee and Tweedledum (Matt Lucas) and the March Hare (Noah Taylor), ready to revolt, wait for Alice to help them. With the help of the White Queen, the Mad Hatter (Johnny Depp) and the Caterpillar (Alan Rickman), Alice starts seeing flashbacks of her original visit, back when she was seven.

Source: Cinema Online

Full synopsis of Alice In Wonderland.

Image source: http://www.abc.net.au

真的从来没想过我的一个决定会让我有得有失的。一切来得很突然, 像乌云满天的。。。

得到了我要找的未来，和好姐妹的感情也好很多了，跟同事的感情也好多了。。

可是，却因为这决定而失去另一断三年的友情， 也有可能被人在背后说我的坏话。

值得吗？

我可以大大声地说：很值得！不是因失去了三年友情，而是我很久都没因为一个决定而这么开心过了。那种发自内心的开心。

说我没想要这样的结果是骗人的。我要！很很高兴我的选择。 很期待一个新的人生的到来！ 我相信天也会放晴的！

Image source: http://farm1.static.flickr.com

Been waiting to do a new spec for months cuz it’s been years since my last new spec… that was 2005… 5 years no new spec d .. imagine my spec still in good condition.. just that the power ran off bit.. the frame senget bit (cuz of Darren’s rough action.. I always kena him bully >.<) … the lens got lots of scratches… well.. basically..my spec is still in “good” condition

Went to check my eyes at my usual optical shop… power increase 25 for my right eye ( I think so.. lol)… so now I’m on 550: 575… hmm…

The optometrist said that I have a stressful eyes.. my blood vessels are pulling so hard to my retina and now my retina is no longer in round shape =___=|||| he sounded very serious… I forgot snap the pic of my eyes that day… shit! He snapped the pic of my retina in a special machine…

So I asked him what should I do? Will I go blind? He said.. rest more, sleep more, don’t over stress your eyes to much, don’t carry heavy things… the most important: don’t look at guys too much d… =___=||| My optometrist very funny one.. he’s been my family optometrist for years… I think got 18 years d… well.. that was the duration I moved to Penang…

Ok.. after all the sweet talk.. time to choose frame and lens…

Tada! This cost me RM 380! Frame from korea – RM 210 and lens from don’t-know-where – RM 180… this is middle thickness lens.. they got normal lens which is RM 100…thin a bit – RM 180 (which is like mine) and also the super thin lens which is RM 320…

My friend said I got conned…. suppose no need so ex one.. he said the cost price should be very cheap… =___=|| I also know la!!! He said he did one also around 200+… pour me cold water clever nia… ask him bring me to his friend’s place but he was too busy… =___=|||

Tried out my new spec… not really comfortable.. need to bring back to the optical shop for adjustment d…