I’m not happy… very unhappy..

not that I got too much work load… is just that I hope I can get more work load with better guidance… now… i’m like d boring Ivy… doing nothing everyday… even I have things to do.. i need to wait for my senior to guide me… and she… is a kinda scary person… she is very very cool… I believed she is very hard to mingle with.. but she is the kinda person once you get well with her then is ok d… but now… she’s like a super cool person to me… even when she guide me on my work… I felt scared on her… I dare not ask her things… plus this few days I wasn’t in good mood (ya ya.. i admit is my own fault also…) *sigh*… that time I accepted this job cuz I thought I can OT till 9pm everyday.. but after few weeks being here… I still can go bac home at 5pm… erm… can’t go back zun zun… but… I still gets to go back early… I want to work OT!!!  not cuz of the money… but I want to keep myself busy… so that I wouldn’t have much time to think of any stupid things… things that the man don’t want me to think… things that I myself don’t want to think…

I do want to learn as fast as I can… but like I said… d last few days I wasn’t in good mood… a lot has happened and I cannot control my emotion… I let myself down… and I even continue letting myself down… I can only use cry to release my tension… worse still… I even find Sher to cry to… I don’t know why.. I’m tired of crying alone… so I went to her that day… just to borrow her shoulder for me to cry…

She said I looks very different… totally not like me… I don’t have the cheerful look on my face anymore… *sigh*… I also want to get back the cheerful me… but I’m an emotional person… anything related to feelings will affect me… like so much… thou I might look like a very independent person.. but when it comes to love/relationship, I’m a weak person. I let my emotion over take me… I know I shouldn’t be like this… *sigh*

All I really want right now is that I’m able to adapt to my new job… I don’t want to be like this… I felt the pressure of knowing nothing… but I just don’t know how to learn what I should in a short period of time without people guiding me…but… it is just not easy to learn in a short period of time… just hope I can adapt myself asap…

Some rojak updates from me.. with pictures this time.. lol…but I didn’t manage to edit my pic with P.S.. my stupid IBM load too slow d…

1. Went for a Japanese Food lunch on Friday at Tsuruya – I-Avenue for my colleague’s birthday celebration. erm… It’s my first time there… d environment quite cozy… I ordered Tepanyaki BBQ chicken set… not bad lo…

2. Night meet up with uni friend at OXO Queensbay… didn’t see them after so long.. lol

I ordered Cheese Mussels + squid + onion ring… Sze Loon ordered duno-what-chicken…. Shoo Hooi ordered duno-what set… lol… I can only say… the food portion very little… and not very very nice… not that worth to eat there… That’s us!

3. Got a very cute farewell gift from my ex-colleague… it was really thoughtful of her I put it in my car….

4. got some bling bling at home… so thought of blinging my mirror and also ipod Shuffle which will be sent to a friend as a gift… since I promised to send her last time.. so I sent her after I blinged it… and since I got some extra bling left.. and I don’t want to keep it.. so I bling my car key’s device… it was not perfect cuz I used the left over to bling it.. lol…

It took me 3 days to finish up my mini mirror… but some of the blings got off d… need to fix them again…

5. went to night market last week… bought 3 pairs of socks… Darren say it and he wanted to wear it… look at his cheeky face… lol…It’s been awhile since I post anything bout him…

6. Went for a facial at Herbaline Greenlane… their facial package included fish spa… look at the fish sticking on my leg =__=|||

Arghhh!!! I’m not able to edit my pictures in my slow IBM laptop…. *sigh* it was super old d… cannot function well… even when I want to load IE also super slow…can’t online using my laptop >.< gosh! Damn frustrated la!

Anyway, some updates on my side…

1. Been in a new working environment… so far so good… lol… haven’t expose to my real job scope yet… but I do like the working environment cuz at least my seat is in a cube! I hate to have an open air seat anyhow… I’m sharing the same cube with 3 other colleagues… lol….Will talk more when I have the time

2. Didn’t watch any movie over the weekend… Sunday drove all the way to Taiping to pray my grandpa… super tiring cuz I didn’t have enough sleep >.< Just reached home only…

3. I got a lot of pictures need to upload but I can’t cuz I can’t load my photoshop to edit the frame and add in my signature… my IBM is too old d…cannot load PS =___=||| then even can load need to wait for a long time… so … I guess I can only do it when I got plenty of times….

4. Start to do monthly planning… hmmm…. gona spend a lot of money start from May >.<

May: Sis birthday, Lam’s birthday, Mother’s day =____=|||

June: -

July: Colleague marriage, Sher’s birthday

Aug: -

Sept: Nothing at the moment

Oct: Bro-in-law’s birthday  

Nov: Lam’s big day!

Dec: Short holiday trip (yet to plan anything out… LOL)

Ok… I’m so damn sleepy now… need to get my nap… else my battery gona go flat real soon …. will try to update more pictures soon!

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Went to watch this on past Saturday… erm…. d stupid cinema no aircon again…… so…I didn’t really enjoy the movie…

But… the action really quite amazing… the computer effect was no doubt very good.. thumbs up for the effect

As for Sam Worthington… has been watching his movies like continuously… Terminator Salvation, Avatar, etc… he is quite famous lately … lol… but the one that can really see him clearly one is Terminator Salvation & this show… you can only see the green creature rather than Sam Worthington himself…

Back to this show… so far… the trailer is the best part (usual isn’t it? ) Then the storyline kinda slow… so… I give B la

Synopsis:

In Clash of the Titans, the ultimate struggle for power pits men against kings and kings against gods. But the war between the gods themselves could destroy the world. Born of a god but raised as a man, Perseus is helpless to save his family from Hades, vengeful god of the underworld. With nothing left to lose, Perseus volunteers to lead a dangerous mission to defeat Hades before he can seize power from Zeus and unleash hell on earth. Leading a daring band of warriors, Perseus sets off on a perilous journey deep into forbidden worlds. Battling unholy demons and fearsome beasts, he will only survive if he can accept his power as a god, defy his fate and create his own destiny. Reimagined with state-of-the-art visual effects and cutting edge technology, Clash of the Titans is a timeless and awe-inspiring adventure set against the turbulent backdrop of Ancient Greece.

Source: Warner Brothers

I’m a scarf lover…I love all sorts of scarf… and I definitely got my own collection of it

Most of my scarfs are not branded ones… lol…any simple ones I also like…

The latest scarf that joined the family was this:

>> Got it from GEB Queensbay… a gift from sis… around RM 20

Souvenir from my best friend when she went to Bali:

Flowery scarf – RM 20:

>> Got this in Gurney weekends stall… I like it cuz the design quite special… and I met Alysa there when I bought this scarf… lol.. she got herself another one a few weeks after I got mine

The oldest in the family:

>> This was my first scarf ( I think ) Got it in Hong Kong when I went there with mom on year 2000 … it is still in good condition till now… almost 10 years!!!!Gosh.. so precious

Y2K – 21st Birthday Gift from girl friend – Chiew Hoong:

Square scarf:

>> Also a gift from sis.. she got it from Prangin Mall I think…

Colorful scarf:

>> Actually not mine.. is sister’s one.. hahaha… I took it as mine!

Baleno scarf:

>> one and only branded scarf I got till now… got it from Hong Kong in 2000

Last but not least.. the most comfy scarf:

>> So comfy that normally I use them in cinema.. don’t have to get my sweater into cinema d… lol…

>> Red one I got it in Australia 2009.. just AUD 5 only!

>> Green one I got it from Tanjung Bungah… RM 20

All of my scarfs are still in perfect condition… I’m a scarf lover…. am I not? XD

Now you all know what you can get for me on my birthday IF you don’t know what to buy for me… lol