Been experiencing some turbulence over the few months. Things weren’t moving like I’m expecting it would. Well.. I have been telling myself that I need to pray hard… yes I do! I woke up 6am every Sunday just to go for my weekly prayers at the usual Indian temple I went.

But… I don’t know whether it is God doesn’t hear my calls.. or he thought of another better route for me cuz the one I have chosen not the right one… he lead me to the other path of my life… a new start for me… yes, either HIS way or my way.. it will be a new start…

Now, I guess HE has shown HIS way and I have taken his guide to move on my life with it… will it be a smart choice?

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Will there be rainbows waiting for me as the end result? I hope it is… at least there is hope for me. Rather some disappointment before everything even started…

*sigh*… very nervous yet excited to start a new life… not that I’m not good in adapting myself. Just that… when you are used to what you have and what you do daily, you are scared of a change. And I guess I’m scared too!

Decision has been made and there is no turning back.. definitely! Harsh words have been blurted out and they have hurt the people around me.. not an apology word can replace the hurtful moment. Guess I have been too emotional when I speak out…

Anyway, let’s forget the unhappy moment. Just think of the happy ones. I’m counting down on the new change, my new life now. I should be happy of the decision I have made cuz I’m responsible on the decision of my life. Well… at least mom was happy and I’m happy that she is happy She is always the support of my life. For whatever I do, for whatever decision I have made, I will still follow what she want…. except… marrying someone of her choice and not mine! I know she always want the best for me. I’m like the gem of her life… except now got Darren to replace me d >.< This also reminds me of my conversation with her that day… I said she pampered Darren too much and she doesn’t even care for me anymore. She asked “You jealous a?” lol… ya.. I’m jealous over my own nephew or should I say my own child?

Nothing can buy the smile on my mom’s face… I’ll be good. I’ll be very good. Guess she won be worrying this and that with my this decision.

Stay tuned on me revealing my decision of life!

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Wanted to watch Alice in Wonderland this weekend one… but only 3D available…so.. wait next week for the 2D la… friend seems reluctant to watch the 3D one… I’m ok with anything.. so.. just wait next week…

Sis said this show is really funny one.. and I saw many reviews said the same thing… I believed it is very ridiculous one.. very mou lei tao… but… who cares? I just want a good laugh

well.. turned out that it was a damn stupid + funny show.. didn’t have exact story line.. but just funny… a lot of famous star acted in it… cute.

Still the whole cinema fulled with people… omg! It was supposed to be a Chinese New Year movie.. but now is March already.. still many people watching it… seems like Chinese really prone of watching funny chinese movie…

I would give it a B+… can go to watch this… just don’t expect there is a useful story line… just go there for the jokes..

Synopsis:

Past and present survival of the common man in the big city – ups and downs, laughters and tears…

In 1970s Hong Kong, rapacious landlords try to evict 72 tenants but sworn brothers Ha Kung (Eric Tsang) and Shek Kin (Jacky Cheung) help the group of 72 defeat the landlord (Lam Ka Tung) and landlady (Charmaine Sheh) and coincidentally rescue Pinky (Anita Yuen) from a planned forced marriage. When both sworn brothers fall for Pinky and propose to her, she flips a coin and Ha wins her hand in marriage.

The sworn brothers become sworn enemies and Shek’s hatred fuels intense rivalry against Ha in business dealings. Even after 40 years they continue to clash in Sai Yeung Choi Street, Mongkok, but when the street is hit by acid-attacks and rents raised to triple the cost, the 72 tenants unite and pledge to safeguard their home.

Against a background of fear and turmoil, with the old love triangle between Ha and Pinky and Shek still festering, the next generation of the Ha and Shek families embarks on their own heroic love affairs.

Source: RAM Entertainment Sdn. Bhd.

Just a stupid feeling I have now… so don’t continue reading this post if you don’t want to be seen as an idiot

A lot of times, what you wish is not what you get… and you cannot force your way to get what you want…

Like:

1. I want to be rich… obviously I can’t force my way to be rich right? A NO here.

2. I want to be slim… erm… can force my way la.. maybe can succeed.. but need determination…A PLUS

3. I want to have Robert Pattinson as my man.. obviously CANNOT oso ma! He is with Kristen Stewart now (According to the paparazzi ) A NO!

Anyway… what I want to say today is that… there is no boundaries in love. You can meet your loved one and fall for him/her just instantly… but no1 shall/could stop you from being with that person. Unless you/him/her don’t want it… right?

And definitely, if a relationship doesn’t work out… you also cannot force your way to be together.. things won’t back to normal and sure they will be more argument coming up…

AND if there isn’t any relationship at all, as in both of you are just friends… you have some feel… he/she might has some feel … but after sometime… things might change… You guys don’t hang out anymore… you are wondering why… there is no why… just get the hint and move on… why want to force to be with someone who doesn’t like you? who doesn’t appreciate you?

No one can force into a relationship… you can’t force someone to be with you.. you can’t force someone to marry you (unless you have billions and he/she has no reason to reject)… the most important, you can’t force someone to love you….

So.. don’t force people doing what they don’t want.

The end.

As usual, every year we will go Kek Lok Si during Chinese New Year… and the traffic got worse each year. I really wonder why.. cuz everyone wants to go up and see the Guan Yin stand? Normal days cannot go up one meh? Need to wait CNY? cis… but I think only CNY the lights open till late night… which is super pretty no matter you see it from far or near…

I’m able to get the nice side view of the Guan Yin stand from my house.. which  my house is blessed by the Guan Yin according to one Indian sami. lol… well.. I do hope that

Anyway, went up there with family on the last week before sis went back… lucky when we went up not that jam.. but when we went down.. the line was super long!! Gosh! Paiseh.. no time snap pic of the jam cuz I needed to take care baby… he was fighting for a seat with me in the car … lol…

Pictures time!

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>> Requested baby to smile.. he made his cheeky face.. >.<

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>> The lights were really really beautiful… sooo niceeeee

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>> Made his cheeky face again >.<

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>> Yay! Finally saw Darren’s father in action.. lol… he was giving Darren coins to put in the earn..

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>> See he was soooo happy!

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>> Bro-in-law and sister under the love tree… I name it as “love tree” cuz they chose that tree to snap pic

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>> Last but not least… a happy family @ Kek Lok Si to mark the memorandum night Baby kept moving.. super hard to snap.. even morning already hard.. not to say at night..

Went home around 10pm… meet up friend for supper

Wonder why didn’t see me in any of the pictures? Cuz I’m super tired after work + with no make up on = super ugly… so I didn’t want to show my ugly face Anyway, I was busy being the photographer of my sis and baby that night.. my usual part-time job for my family 

p/s: All pictures taken by my Nikon D60 and Sony TX1… hehe… I know I’m not pro la.. snap not that nice.. but still ok right?

Meet up with family after work and dinner at Azuma Japanese Restaurant in Queensbay… supposed sister want to dine-in at Sushi King… then I don’t have the member card… thought Sher got bring her Azuma member card… then only realized she didn’t… but sister already went in.. so.. just dine-in there…

Didn’t snap pictures on the food… lol… too bad

Just humans….

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>> Darren’s happiest moment – Queensbay playground… He knows how to ask for coins d.. when last time we brought him there he dared not take the rides..

Well… didn’t snap bro-in-law’s pic.. lol… wait for my next post on Kek Lok Si then will be able to see bro-in-law’s face

Went back to Taiping on a day trip to pray ancestors… just a very short one.. didn’t even visit my relatives… just went back pray guan yim and grandfather then back home d…

We went to this place where they got very nice seafood porridge.. very nice one ler! Everytime we went Taiping sure went to eat this..

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>> Da best seafood porridge/noodle!

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>> erm… we didn’t really like this and it didn’t really taste very very nice… but bro-in-law will still order it every time we eat there.. lol…

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>> This was also not very nice… not as nice as the Rojak that can be found in Penang!

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>> I’m bored! Where is my food?

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>> Yay! My plate, fork and spoon are here

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>> U see my eye blueblack? cuz I knocked myself the night before..

Went home after lunch.. reached Penang around 3pm.. phew… so tired and so hot!!!

Got a sweet surprise before CNY… it was a package from Citylink.. but no one was home to pick up the parcel.. so they sent a card.. I have asked sister to pick up for me before CNY.. but she kept delaying it… cis…

She picked it up after CNY… it was a really sweet surprise cuz I have never thought of winning this.. lol.. I also forgotten when I entered the contest.. lol…

When sis got it.. she told me she wanted to have one for baby… =__=|| ok la… I also not going to use it.. lol…

Tada!

In the letter, it said that I got the consolation prize. lol… actually I joined the contest of Eco Tupperware… just write a simple slogan.. lol.. never thought so easy one…

Anyway, baby chosen the Chocolate water tumbler – Lion… I left with 3 water tumbler .. don’t know what to do with it. Hmm……Reserve the green one for friend.

Anyone wants? Le me know

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Watched this on Sunday… suppose watch 4:545pm show.. but friend last minutes cannot make it.. so need to delay it.. tickets bought day before d.. wasted.. such a wast!!!

Anyway.. rush for 7pm show.. have to take middle seats cuz I reserved it online… but clever friend don’t like middle seats… purposely took people seats =___=||| need to change the seats twice… damn… si pek no face .. arghh!

well… the show… quite nicee… better than “Little Big Soldier”… hehehe… cuz Donnie Yen so yeng inside…at least he got fight…

But

I don’t like Wu Chun and Choi Zhi Shan inside this show.. ming ming cannot fight one.. but with computer effect they seems to be very good in fighting… soooooo fake =__=|||

Storyline quite good… at least not a disappointing show..

Should watch this! Thumbs up!

Synopsis:

During the Ming Dynasty, the Emperor of China possessed one weapon greater than all others, the Imperial Guards, an elite force of assassins recruited from street orphans. Trained in clandestine combat from childhood, the Imperial Guards were masters of the 14 Blades, eight being for torture, five for killing, and the last blade reserved for suicide when a mission failed. Above the law, with a license to kill, the Imperial Guards devoted their lives and lethal prowess to the service of the Emperor alone.

When the Imperial Court is taken over by evil eunuch Jia, the best of the Imperial Guards, Green Dragon (Yen) and Xuanwu, are assigned to steal a list identifying those still loyal to the Emperor. However unbeknownst to Green Dragon, the Imperial Guards have fallen under the control of Jia, and during the mission Green Dragon is betrayed by Xuanwu and barely escapes with his life. Now as the most wanted man in the land Green Dragon must seek out and rally the loyalists to rise against Jia and restore the Emperor to power. In his way are the deadliest assassins in the land, his former brethren, the Imperial Guards.

Source: RAM Entertainment Sdn. Bhd.

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This was indeed a very funny movie… heard from friend that just so so only… but since got Jackie Chan and Wang Lee Hom.. so.. just watch it la…

Another reason choose this show also because there isn’t any seats available for 14 blades.. well.. wanted to watch it on Saturday night.. but since no place and the places left is the front row.. I don’t want to sprain my neck.. so.. just watch Jackie Chan’s movie…

Turned out Jackie Chan didn’t really show his kungfu… the one cannot fight acted like really geng in the movie.. which is Lee Hom la… wah! He was the general =___=|||

Overall the movie quite funny.. a lot of funny parts.. probably can watch it…

But… Jackie Chan died till the end =___=||| Why hero has to die ler? but he is just a foot soldier in this movie

Synopsis:

A foot soldier and a general from rival states became the sole survivors of a war. As they’re pursued by the general’s brother who would kill anyone for the throne, the soldier also struggled if he should betray the general for the ticket home.

Source: Golden Screen Cinemas Sdn. Bhd.

Lots to prepare before Chinese New Year as usual… however, this year I need to work half day on Saturday… and since all of us support from home… I requested a different shift from my manager.. lol.. need to rush for last minutes CNY which is….

hair treatment for a shiny and healthy hair before Chinese New Year and also my touch up for nails.. lol..

My hair looks like this now:

>> Can’t really see the red colour.. lol…it is actually red base and high-lite… and I don’t feel it is really shinning.. but mom said yes my hair do looks skinnier… ok.. felt better now after spent RM 84 for the “I’ll shine” treatment.. =D

My sexy nails.. mom said too sharp d.. but I like it cuz it is sharp enough.. don’t want the usual soft colour.. lol…

>> Well… the cost of my manicure & pedicure is RM 85… touch up for my is FOC! So happy that it is FOC… lol…. =D anyway… my fingers and toes are soooooo dry so just look at my colour enough ya? I really like the colour… so niceeee

Got myself a few Chinese New Year clothes & accessories:

1. Forever 21 tops – RM 90

>> Image source from Forever21.com – Jewel Accent Feather Top

2. Forever 21 Sweater – RM 109

>> Can’t find it from their website. have to snap the pic myself

3. Gap jeans – RM 259

>> Image Source from Gap.com – Real Straight Jeans (Dark Wash)

3. My high heels from Step – RM 72 after discount

>> Nice.. finally found one shoe that really fits me.. there is one phrase which I feel is very true.. “Good shoe is hard to find like a good bf”.. lol….

4. Misc tops I got from KL:

>> Most I got it from F.O.S and the Elle tops is discounted one. lol…missed out one white colour tops.. lasy ps it d..

5. Bottoms I got from Elle & F.O.S as well… can’t remember the price thou .. lol…

6. Misc accessories … some I got it from night market.. some from Parkson Gurney…

>> This is the one I love most is also the most expensive .. cost me RM 39 for one bracelet =___=||| Got it from Island Shop from Parkson Gurney

7. Spent around RM 220 for my inner wear… which cost a big hole in my pocket… the most expensive I have ever spent for my inner wear… >.< But no pic for you all

8. Fila sport shoe I got from DFO Spencer Melbourne, Australia when I was on my holiday there last September 09 – RM 180

>> I found the shoe lace very long.. don’t really like it…might cut it shorter.. lol…

9. My new Billabong handbag I got from Perth last year.. should be less than RM 60.. forgot already.. lol…damn cheap … if I get it from here sure > RM 100 d…

>> A good match with my heels… cool!

Advice to everyone, better get your new clothes few months earlier cuz you can’t find any suitable ones when it is near Chinese New Year. I wanted to find one extra tops and short pants also couldn’t … actually saw one short pants from Element.. Rm 79… but no more size… sad…. but good also.. save my money.. cuz I really got a super big hole in my pocket d… sad…. *cry*

Anyway… I’m so happy now…. cuz I got a new toy to play with – SONY TX1 in Silver colour!!!! I love the small size of this compact camera… and also it’s leather white pouch… damn cool! Now I don’t have to worry not able to bring my big bulky Nikon D60 out already… this is definitely not a replacement for D60… but.. it comes in handy when I’m out with my girly attire

Happy happy…

Updates on my unhappy mood: I have to forget about it.. start everything from zero now.. got to be more hardworking.. it is a brand new year… got to wish for the best and fight for my dreams!

P/S: Another happy news….  my best friend coming to find me during this CNY… purposely fly over..hahah… miss her soo much!!! Will have updates on that soon.. cuz she won’t be here till end of Feb 2010.. lol!

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine to everyone!